Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Starting Again

Hi.
I guess it's time to try and start anew.

As I said in my last post, my life is one tumultuous trial right now. I'm still working on finding out why I did what I did and trying to resolve the issues I created. My relations with family are slowly improving and I hope I'm gaining some in-site as to my actions.

But, Lord, it's hard. Trying to figure out what's best for me and still maintain a family is harder than you would think. I've been lost for so long, I've forgotten who I am.

But I'm getting there. I see some changes in myself. I'm more focused and more inclined to accept my faults. Not so quick to anger. More accepting of myself and others. And willing to listen more.
Wish I had done this years ago. Perhaps things would be different but I don't know.

I'm going to try and start back writing here. I don't intend to share my deepest, darkest secrets nor tell tales on others. Just express my thoughts and maybe take the reader through my journey so that they can learn from my mistakes and stumbles.

Hang around if you're interested. I could use the company.